How I Feel? Lyrics

I know you better than I know myself
When you start drinking, yeah, you turn into a liar
It's like I'm fighting for somebody else
(Get yourself together, get yourself together)
I'm gonna spiral till I suffocate
When I start thinking, yeah, I wish I'd keep it quiet
I'll be the reason that you walk away
(Get yourself together, get yourself together)

Yeah we've made some mistakes
If I bend them, we'll break
If I lеt go, will you be gone in a second?
Whеn it's good, yeah, it's great
But we dug our own graves
But will you throw it all away?

If you call it
Will the furniture stay in your old apartment?
Would you leave me there bleeding on the carpet?
Would you do it to spite me
Despite how I feel?
Wonder where you're sleeping
If you're under his body, you're heavy breathing
Are you watching him while I'm watching the ceiling?
Wonder if you're leaving
Would you do it to spite me
Despite how I feel?

You said, "forever," 'cause I said it first
But you're not here, so does that make you a liar?
Running from the fire
But carrying the lighter safe in your purse

If you call it
Will the furniture stay in your old apartment?
Would you leave me there bleeding on the carpet?
Would you do it to spite me
Despite how I feel?
Wonder where you're sleeping
If you're under his body, you're heavy breathing
Are you watching him while I'm watching the ceiling?
Wonder if you're leaving
Would you do it to spite me
Despite how I feel?

Yeah we've made some mistakes
If I bend them, we'll break
If I let go, will you be gone in a second?
When it's good, yeah, it's great
But we dug our own graves
But will you throw it all away?

If you call it
Will the furniture stay in your old apartment?
Would you leave me there bleeding on the carpet?
Would you do it to spite me
Despite how I feel?
Wonder where you're sleeping
If you're under his body, you're heavy breathing
Are you watching him while I'm watching the ceiling?
Wonder if you're leaving
Would you do it to spite me
Despite how I feel?